uuugh mirage is over

truly wish I could describe these feelings I have..A mixture of surprise, happiness, pride, extreme disappointment, and other crap... If you would have told me 5 days ago I would take 3rd in Mirage wpt I would obviously have been happy, but once you get there and dont win its so frustarating. I'm back home now...It was quite a night after the tournament, went out to a really really nice dinner, went partying etc etc etc
Good to be home, but cant wait to get back